A N3w StArT

2011-11-08T00:17:00.004+08:00

I AM NOT USING THIS BLOG ANYMORE!!!!!

HTTP://ENCHANT.BLOG.COM

----- This is the site i will be blogging cuz blog .com is better than blogger. HELL YEAHHHHHH! And finally people can comment on posts -.-

2011-11-05T00:01:00.002+08:00

This feeling totally sucks.

You'll be gone so soon. So soon. For the past month, studies pulled me away from thinking so much. But how to not feel, when i lost someone so close to me. I made myself buzy, always hanging out with other friends, or drown myself in books. Now that major o lvl subjects are done, the chills are returning . I can't help but feeling sad.

I don't know why we stopped talking, why we stopped msging. Why we arent so close any more. Guess this the way it should be? Long ago i wanted to pull apart from you, so i know, when you leave, i won't feel sad. But no. You are so nice. Why are you so nice? Why? I remembered the day you smsed me, asking why we are not close anymore. My heart sank, but i didnt want to say out the reason. I was scared too. But as this few days past, your absence was ... was.. :(

There's the period where you were really my best friend. You are the only one, whom i will approach when I have trouble or sorrow. But right now ... I guess your priority had changed.

Nevertheless

I was enchanted to meet you.

2011-10-31T22:45:00.001+08:00

ONE DAY

MY BODY SHALL BE LIKE THAT !!!!! MY ULTIMATE GOAL

2011-10-25T23:56:00.003+08:00

O lvl

Just felt like writing down some crap here ya know.

I don't feel the stress at all. THIS IS BAD. =.= Okay, to me , El is like the utmost subj, and i didnt even feel a tinge of fear. LOL. But gotta admit, mugging shit loads nowadays. Out of 7 days at least 5 days i will be at Parkway studying. Right... I always wanted to have solo mug, which is not exactly true.. Somehow, solo will become group study. LOL. Parkway have too many familar faces i suppose?

Hung out with lots of muggers , been out every single day, kinda loved the life already hehehe. But actually one main reason i frequent parkway is because of my EYECANDY HEHEHEHE. okay larh , he is sooooo cool and sophisticated and bla blaaa blaaaa whatever~~ OMGOSHH okay i remember once upon a time , when i was solo mugging, i realise there's this hot guy sitting at the next table beside me who is also hardcore mugging. I didnt take notice of him at all , till after about 10 hours of mugging next to each other. I REALISE HE IS SOOOOO CUTE. LOLXXX. Okay sound like a total bimbo -.- And i tweeted like crazy bout him , like wtf? KK i shall feast my eyes :)

And natasha babeh~~ LOL i'v gotten closer to her after the continuous spasms of parkway carl's jr..... haha she's very charming you guys know?!?! ! LOL so many suitors i feel intimidated ;) ;) ;) WINks WINKS winks! Ohh now that i'v thought of it check out this video

http://www.clicknetwork.tv/watch.aspx?c=3&p=25&v=444

Some boob job thingy on this blogger call bong qiu qiu. I think its hilarious ! And nat thought it was sad. Hmmmm? But srsly i'v always got this question on my mind. Would people rather be fat and have boobs or skinny but boobless? LOL obviously the latter right? Okay maybe they havent been though what i call humiliation because of adipose tissues -.- Right , and tadah , im seriously considering going for surgery when im 20 + . Hahahaaa i know fake and bla bla bla, LOL do i look like i giv a fk?

That bastard is calling me almost every damn night. Which is damn irritating i swear.

2011-10-23T22:37:00.001+08:00

That's it man! Muahahahaha. I shall go for plastics when im 20+ :) YAY

2011-10-13T17:21:00.003+08:00

FUCK MY LIFE. Why !!!! its all o lvl's fault. i just gave up an audition scheduled to me this Sunday. The chance out of a million, i let it slipped :O And i regretted, but i can't call back! Its a call from united states. MY hollywood audition , my hollywood... :'(

(An over seas no shown on the phone) *I tot is dad cuz he overseas*

Me '' WEI?''

Woman: Hello~ May i speak to Shantay?

Me: Erm. Erm you are? (DUDE I TOT SOMEONE WAS PRANK CALLING ME. HOW THEY KNOW MY ENGLISH NAME?! )

Woman : Hi, im calling from United states, and would like to schedule your audition this upcoming Sunday.

Me:...........................(I don wish to elaborate on what i said T.T)

I rejected ?!

I rejected ?!!!?!

FUCK?!?!?!?!

Graduation

2011-10-11T23:36:00.006+08:00

Graduation -Cchms

Back to the day , where i first walked into chung cheng. Damn i wanna scream . I entered a temple. I remember i cried

To mark the beginning , Sheena was my first friend.

1/2 loyalty , it was one of the best years i'v had. I matured a lot. My clique did crazy stuffs , i knew what popularity does to people, I'v got hurt, yet i'v hurt others. I let opportunities, i let friendships, slipped past me. I lost almost everything. And that's when i learn. To deal with life.

Im sure everyone knows about the fight between me and Jace, so save the elaboration. Till now, Im still feeling neutral. But she had a impact on my life, hate to admit , she taught me lots of things. Be it studies or having fun. Still, the ugly fight between us was a volcano eruption. Let past be the past, we both moved on.

Fiona, Thru the years , yes , 4 years, lots and lots of fights and tears. Gossiping, partying, so on and so forth. After we each went into separate classes, we changed. I definitely know i changed a lot, my character and such. Cuz i learnt to protect myself. Just like what the old saying say, best friends stick through thick and thin, you'v always been there,i know. And bloody hell , im gna miss the everyday train ride tgt , going to school tgt, laughing at juniors who think they'r so cool. And reminiscence of the past. As we move on, we'r gna drift, and its quite obvious isn't it? We aren't as close as before, we hardly have time to bond. Nevertheless, we are still best friend even though we barely spoke, we can always chat non-stop whenever we meet each other.

yes yes . i KNOW IM DAMN SPASTIC. =.= LAUGH ALL YOU WANT. HAHHAHAHAHAA. cuz im laughing too :D

It was all a mess. But im glad everything cleared up. At least i know Ly people are fine with me now . Haha thank you guys. I really didnt know how to approach your. And some people think im angry at them. But i put the past away since sec 3 . Im still friendly kay! :D

Sec 3 , i was last in class, i was severely overweight(In fact the heaviest time of my life) . I felt useless. I was heartbrokened. Till I got the motivation, to start it over. Im in control of my life. And thats when things start to change

Caslyn and yelling, we'v really stick to each other since sec 3 , all the funny things your have said or done. They stay with me, I remember how we used to talk about killing chickens and going all vegetarian , while ironically sitting in kallang KFC. And those tears we shed together when everything's a mess. The encouragement letters your frequently gave me, still rest peacefully in my drawer. They are part of my memories. It was… till mid year, you two were really close, and i felt extra, and even left out frequently. And we all drifted apart. But still we are good friends aren't we? I'm happy how things had turn out now, guess its the best out of both worlds!

(I AM FRIGGING SPASTIC AM I NOT?!)

Sec 4, started to study , and specially for amaths , because of Mr so, without your encouragement, i seriously don't think i would have persevered. It was a jump of F9 to A1, i cried in sheer bliss the first time i got A1. Things just gets better, i started to study and lose weight. I settle down, and finally get a grip on my life.

Linyi, there's so much . Thanks for helping me get out of that black hole' you know what im talking bout hahahah' , You made me study , make me mug !! :) And you bonded our class tgt. Though you do get moody sometimes, and sometimes me too. We always accommodate each other, or at least apologize, whoever that is in wrong.

And now, qianyun,shi jia, natasha, yueling, beatrice. You girls light up my life, the last month in 4 ep was unforgettable. So many memories, so many outings ,so much fun. I don't have the time to get to know each of you better because of Olvl but i know our friendship still gna continue cuz we got way too many outings after O LVL!!!!! So i shall not elaborate on how much i love you girls now :) Save it for next year after i got back my result slip LOL :P Now let the pictures do the talking :D:D

Vincent, and stephen. And vin, the closest guy friend i'v had. Im glad i met him, we have so many common interests,numerous conversations, night mugging hours. The lists stretch on ~ If there ever will , perhaps i will see him again in USA someday :) Haiz , will miss him when he's gone :( ! Ahem. *BFT? * And stephen , haha he's always a bitch in my eyes. LOL. I cant imagine the days when there's one less annoying brat screaming by my ear calling me fatty or meatball or snowball lalala and so on. Though he's mean to me, but i know thats his way of showing friendliness. -.- Haha, life won't be the same without them .

Wongmin, we'v never really been extremely close.But always been good friends. Thanks for always standing there by my side. I know everytime people talked bad about me, you won't take their side and would always asked me what happened. ANd bothered to listen to hear my side of the story. The best time spent with you was the carl's jr HAHAHAHA, we sat there for hours ranting non-stop. Hang out soon babe. AND OMG. IF ONLY YOU WILL GO TOUR WITH ME USA NEXT YEAR!!!

PS read her blog its interesting ;) http://deathandhisdyingfish.wordpress.com/

ITS ALL THE TINY BITS AND PIECES THAT FOLLOWS ME.

Back to the day , where i left chung cheng gate. Damn i wanna scream. I left the temple(under construction now) I remember i cried

2011-10-09T00:26:00.001+08:00

hahaha I KNW YOUR WANNA KNOW MY GRADUATION TOTS RIGHT? muahhahaha. Okay actually i have a lot to say . Thru out the 4 years. AND YES. im gna talk about 2loyalty'09 and 4 empathy ' 11 BUT RIGHT NOW. I NEEDA MUG SO SORRRRRRY HAHHAHHAHA. One of the days when im free i shall blog . :) SHOULD BE SOON!

2011-09-18T00:19:00.004+08:00

Im trying way too hard to become someone Im not.

Yes. I know. My life looks perfect . Maybe that's the difference between 'looks' and 'is'.

Life

1) Studies

2) Friends

3) Family

4) Appearance

For the past few months, my life has been constantly improving. Not being proud or showing off, but indeed, everything had been going my way. My studies improved , my friends/my social cycle increased, my family dotes on me now cause im so obedient.And i lost weight. Look like a lot huh? But wait. take a breath. Lemme just say. Im fucking unhappy.

FML. I think im getting depression.

Spoke with my cousin,she told me ever since the beginning of this year, im starting to change. Slowly and slowly, happiness seeps out of my life. My dad told me a few hours ago:

Dad: Your skin looks really bad.

Me: Pimples la, will go away , teenager sure have one!

Dad: Not your pimples, is your face, it looks pale and weak and unhappy

(Translated version)

Under that smile. Who's that? Hahahaha.

Yes… i looked into the mirror, i can scarcely make out 'myself' . The person staring back at me , no longer bare that dainty smile. No more wildness in her eyes, in its place ,a hollow, sunken pair of eyes. In search of perfection, i threw away happiness. Is that what i really want? Why am I trying so hard, sooo hard that i changed who I am! Constantly, i felt as if im putting up a fake front, pulling a mask , tryna hide the real me. Yeaa yea it worked so well, but no. Im tired of pretending. Im tired of faking. I just wanna be myself again :'( But the difficult part is, I don't even know who i am anymore, == Comprehend much? Doubt so.

Britney's song:

She is so lucky , but why does she cry?

If there is nothing , missing in her life

Why do tears come at night?

Im feeling exactly the same .

2011-09-08T23:02:00.001+08:00

Midst of prelim

Well well, Its been a long time since i'v really posted. I mean, busy with … life. i suppose. Things changed so much for me, i really have no idea where to begin. Okay those who are willing to hear my problems, you can scroll down . And seriously. I can't express or explain how awesome you guys are, for following/reading my blog. Yeah. With me being so inactive and things like that… Thanks for coming back , i really appreciate it :)

My thoughts about empathy now:

Erm erm, okay Im sure, some of the Epians are reading this :) HAHA Its okay, i don't really know who does … But still~~~

Thank you very much everyone, for making me feel bonded . Your gave me a sense of belonging. A cluster of friend, i can rest upon . Yes. Its the midst of all the prelim and everyone is stressing the shit out. YETTT all of us are going out, having fun , playing games. AND omg. Even muggers. Cheers to you guys for coming . And off course, our enthusiastic mother who kept organizing activities . Linyi , thank you! Honestly it was a successful outing, and the ball game was the best . ME thinks ! Cycling was all right but the group was kinda too huuuuuge!! Okay am anticipating after prelims ;) K session with the girls. woot!

Fiona!

Oh girl i didn't even post ur b'dae pic! Darn. But seriously, thanks for talking to me today. You did clear some of my doubts. And we'v all got some problems don't we? Life's just so fked up at times, everything seem so blur and heavy . AND NOOOO. im not getting depression! :) The movie was so sweet. Crazy.Stupid.Love. Seriously, people you should watch with your opp sex partner ! Hahaha especially if the person is your soulmate :P Its just tingling sweet.

My troubles.

Damn. Should I say i have none? In fact my world is so perfect now, I find it troubling me. I'm a seriously weird person. I like drama in my life! HAHAHA, i liked to be kicked in my face, despised at, or laughed at… THEN i will be very very very very very sad. After that, because of this sadness i will be super happy at everything/anything around me. And i will have the motivation to move on again. Weird. -.- But now, i find it hard to be happy. In fact my happiness level is super low (half the time) . Im a sick perfectionist manz. Nothing is good enough for me, i always wanted more. Too much. Im too greedy. Haha fiona saw me today, she said im gonna look like a witch soon. Roar!! She say i look so pale , and fragile or is it feeble hmm? You get the idea… And there's this dark cloud hollering over me. Lol ! Haiz. I don't really feel like explaining myself much now. Its just that my life seem surreal. Be gone o lvl , be gone.

2011-09-06T21:52:00.002+08:00

Yay ^^ My new twitter profile picture.

Comeback this weekend haha im gonna blog about my ep outing tml , and my outing w/ fiona!! :)

2011-09-03T00:54:00.000+08:00

LOTS HAPPENED LATELY. IM GOING INSANE.

2011-08-29T23:16:00.006+08:00

STRESSED!!!!!!!!

Urgh. Seriously what's going on with me?

I study till im crazy . Firstly, im not even going to a JC, why am i giving myself such high standards? Fear of losing out i guess. Sometimes i question myself, what happened to that cheerful girl who don't give a damn about everything? But . Studying is good right. RIGHT?

Im having such a bad time nowadays, i find it hard to find people to confide in, especially girls. I don't know why. Sometimes i feel all alone, like. What happened to all my girl friends? Why do i feel so insecure so often? I missed those time, we spammed heart and heart talks, be it gossiping or troubles. Right now, as i look around. I asked . Who am i to tell ?

I feel like im drifting into a new dimension . I'm constantly experiencing insomnia, aching headaches, nauseousness, lost of appetite, fatique, my weight dropped too without me trying to eat lesser or exercising. In fact, if you are my good friend in school, its quite obvious i eat substantial amount everyday . Not to mention, my stomach could have killed me yesterday. I ate meat, and gosh, the teetering pain .

Hang on. Do your best xiaoding. You will pull through. Stress will push me forward, but i shall control myself. Sometimes i need to have a little laughter and joy too. After prelims, here comes the first movie in 2 months.

2011-08-22T18:04:00.001+08:00

Gonna MIA for a while . Cuz exam period hahaha :) GOGOGO people go study :) Come back here when exams over :D

2011-08-09T00:15:00.002+08:00

EMPATHY!

Okay i never felt this way before. And im truly ashamed of myself. I can't believe I used to be soooo unsociable. Seriously , this was one of the best outing i can ever wish for! First time guys and girls so bonded. FIRST TIME. ROAR !

(Probably my fav pic of the day! ) Toilet putting on our flag :P

Started off with walkathon. O.M.G. HAHA we had lots n lots n lots of fun! :D LIKE yes. Espeically the EP girls, went really high and jumping around camwhoring! And david tay was like our paparazzi, snap picture here and there. WOOTS! Had a great talk with qian yun, yueling about really random stuff too! Really tired :O

Afterwards went to eat yankee with the class people :) GOSSIP ABOUT . SOMEBODY. haha it was super fun! :):)

Went over to parkway and walked around till gabriel and natasha arrive, and walked over to ECP. Rented bike and taught gabriel how to ride! :) Went to bedok jetty and spammed some pics . Awesome !!!!!!! :D

Went over to koi, took a stroll in parkway, headed over for pool. WA DAMN FUN. I LOVEPLAYING WITH JOSEPH!!!! WOOOOT!

(at koi)

Hhahaa , went for dinner at parkway, sadly I was the only girl left . But still, maybe i have lots of testerone LOL! i manage to communicate with the guys well, and gossiped!! I swore i could have sat there for another 3 hours , but its getting kinda late.

(foodcourt, only took pic with caius lol!! there were 6 guys there like wtheck right!)

I think the highlight for me of the story is STEPHEN SO!

I tot he was mean . And i hated him this morning ! (long story) BUT noooo it turned out fine after all . Guess we misunderstood each other. And yes. OMG. I rode a bus all the way from parkway to tampinese to chat with stephen and gabriel . LOL i was reluctant to leave okay!!!! We were becoming extremely gossipy and excited!!! I swear they are really easy to talk to. AND BOTH OF THEM ARE FRIGGING AWESOMEEE!! :)

And off course Gabriel thanks for treating me and hanyi to coffee bean!! WEEEE you are sooooo niceeeeee :D

Fabulosa™

2011-08-04T00:11:00.002+08:00

Sorry for the lack of updates hahahah . School is hectic . Im going insane. And o lvl is soooooo soon, im really feeling scared :( Shall update soon ! When i more free ;)

2011-07-24T01:13:00.004+08:00

S.A.T

TO LEAVE OR NOT TO LEAVE. THATS A QUESTION.

This is infuriating. Spent hours on my brochures and websites on colleges. Im at a loss of what to do. Okay let me just spill my thoughts and happenings about today. So actually i went out with one of my classmate. (Long story) Anyway, me and jesslyn went for S.A.T trial lesson. Whereby they teach us how the structure is like, the numerous ways of answer question. I swear the vocabulary are damn hard. My brain felt squeezed. Oh . I like the blonde consultant. HAHAH. im so biased! But still. Their accent is simply.. CAPTIVATING. Okay enough. Or else i will digress away from my topic. It was fun actually , talking about USA and courses and lessons we will take. Its like a dream come true.

I know this talks about me and my university might be boring. WOOT. here comes photo for better illustration. please don't sleep while reading my blog . tyvm.

This is Jesslyn! Hhahaha She's going US too !! :)

See above ? She gave me the pinkish file containing tons of brochures on university choices. Woahhhh. I was blinded for quite some time by the influx of information :P

*ahem* Please do ignore the stupid bed and the hula hoop situated awkwardly behind me. Lemme at least clarify. This isnt my bed!!! :)

LIKE TADAHHHHH!!

This is a S.A.T lesson thing. hmmm. very expensive!! Well. I might consider you know. Cuz the way they taught me , and their articulations . IS LIKE WOAHHHH. Its tantamount to my school english teacher's 50 lessons!

Okay im a happy girl signing off with A SMILE :)

What a dry topic i know. BUT. people! This my future here! Urgh. Im still going mad. I can't decide too much to handle. OKay im gonna put this aside. Shall focus on o lvl first before i can even talk crap. Its just gonna distract me .

Fabulosa™

2011-07-12T23:25:00.004+08:00

Wild wild wet, Escape theme park

Woo. that was how my saturday was spent :P I went there for free :D you see. Relationships~ Deal with them properly and you get lots of benefit . Wahahaha. I didnt offically threw my whole saturday away. Went to coffee beans and studied geography while waiting for my aunt to arrive. Ate croissant again!! AWRGHASDF. its so yummy. Blehhh.

Right. afterwards we went to escape theme park. And its mother fucking boring. -.- And only the racing is fun :D And off course, i came in first . Teehee~ I swore i sped through the whole race , accelerating even though it is a harsh slope. Kay . hmmmmmmm. boring. so i went wild wild wet after like only 2 hour of playing. (AND WTF. my aunt is mad she brought me swim suit on the spot. like wa. damn rich . damnnnn. ) And i went to play!! :D SO FUN. okay i know i know. Your must be thinking what i wearing right. LOL . okay i show you. must anticipate abit.

TADAH.

HAHHAHAHA . JUST JOKING. sorry manz. I can totally see your face with the -.- sign. :P

Deal with it :D

Okay to compensate. come come . i show a cute photo of me. TADAHHHH.

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(Self proclaim cuteness. Epic fail. sorry =( Studying physics is murdering my brain cells)

Im not gonna post anything about me in bikini/ swimming thing unless i look like this.

Not gonna crap alot today. got school tomorrow. Gonna hurry up. So some photos last time i totallly forgotten to upload . And oh . watched transformers with fiona n benedict :D HIHIHI anyone wanna watch monte carlo with me??? :P

LOVELY RIGHT. I KNOW I KNOW.

I know you love me too :D

Cuz i love you too.

OMG. why am i so random. Okay. fine.

lalala.

bYE.

Fabulosa™

2011-07-02T14:48:00.001+08:00

THE HUNGER GAME

IM FLOODED WITH EMOTIONS. Emptiness and grieve.

It all happened, when i spot the book my chance. For the past week, i'v been extracting out my time and reading the 3 books. Words can't be put to describe how i feel right now. Its just pangs of grievance and a desire for more. I never knew books can be so powerful. Im overwhelmed by the plot , the casts, everything. To each single detail of the characters. It cracked me up, like reality knocking at my door.

Background information: In North america, lies a state of Panem. Panem was ruled by the capitol . While capitol is rich ,powerful, gruesome , cruel and vain , it dominated 13 districts. District 1 , district 2... and so on. Each district is known for a speciality. In district 4, they sponsor fish and seafood to the capitol. And district 12 is known for its mining. The capitol have a insane fetish. To watch how people struggles to survive. Each year, the capitol choose 1 girl and 1 boy from each district and put them into an open space(fucking huge) arena. Where there are lots of dangers, like man-eating monkeys, humming birds that inflicts pain by mimicking the screaming of your loved ones(attacking one emotionally) . And worse mutated humans (half wolf , half human) who died, seeking revenge. However the rules of the arena is simple. 23 contestants / victims , only 1 can survive. The survival would have to kill fellow human beings and off course. If he/she wins, food will be sponsored for a life time.

Katniss everdeen , the main character of the book. A strong female who struggled to survive in district 12. (what i would say in our geography term . LDC) Her family and her whole district is suffering from poverty . They face difficulty even with food as it is scarce . When her sister( the only thing she cared about in the world) was chose for the hunger game, katniss stepped in and claim her place as a contestant to protect her vulnerable sister.

Peeta mellamark , the boy who was chosen from district 12, together with katniss they embark on their journey . Both knew only one could survive. And peeta , who had devoted all his love toward Katniss, protected her . loved her. ( OMG PEETA!!! he's damn nice)

Gale(not really important in the first book) , Katniss 's soul mate. A boy who would hunt with her everyday in the woods for food. Also, both likes each other.

And so on and so forth, there's much more characters to be told. But I would just leave this hanging here. PLEASE GO READ THE BOOK. AND don't curse me if you feel how i feel right now. Emptiness . The story have lots of peaks and details, each leading to the next book . I swear i was glued to the book and only took it down when i finished reading. The worst was yesterday night. I read from 11- 4 . I wanted to stop, but as i read , i found myself even more wide awake. Its burning my senses , drawing my emotions. I won't write the story down because it will really be very spoiler. And guess what. When i woke up this morning. I found myself in distraught , i focused on reality which is singapore O lvl. But my mind simply drift away into the faraway land of Panem. And thats when i started to search more about the book on the internet.

TO my surprise. EVEN HOLLYWOOD IS READING THE BOOK. Some sensational wave seems to hit the crowd , and few weeks ago hollywood had been holding casts for the characters of

Katniss everdeen

Peeta mellamark

Gale

So those are the casts chosen(I only put up a few you can google the rest) AND FUCK. IM SERIOUSLY disappointed. I hope they aint gonna mess this holly book into another

TWILIGHT. OMG that would totally crush me. But the characters chosen so far is really pathetic. Comon i bet there are other pretty americans out there right! Okay so if i were to cast them , this will probably how i sees it.

Katniss

Can stick to original person. I think she's fine.

Peeta

IT OUGHT TO BE JESSE MCCARTNEY! ( WHen he's young.) Must bring the innocent , boyish, a little over whlemed with love look!

Gale

I got no idea who is this dude. but he got the GALE look all right( Handsome, dark hair, ready for the camera. A guy who hunts in the wood)

There was this part of the book that got me the most. In book 2, katniss was hurt really bad and was sipping unconscious . And she whispered to Peeta who planted himself right beside her '' Stay with me…'' before nightmares engulfed her , she saw Peeta mouthed out a reply. She couldn't make out the word. But her brain had already registered it.

They just leave the suspension there. (I didn't really care at first ) Till book 3 came. Peeta was captured away and tortured by the capitol. While Katniss was very far away , when its destined that they wont be together. Somehow, Katniss was badly hurt once again. She reminisced the scene of Peeta (in book 2) holding her hands while she sleeps. The word that Peeta mouth revived in Katniss 's dreams. Finally she knew what he had say '' Always '' . The sudden impact on me was like a dart whizzing into my heart. Thats when I realize what is LOVE. The word 'Always' really hit me, when i know Peeta and his promise of ' Always ' didn't come true. Yes emptiness .

Okay and i went to youtube to search the trailer. Honestly i can't wait till next year when the movie can be released. Im highly anticipating it, even though it might be disastrous. But i really want to see fantasy and world weaved out of an author mouth into action. Go hollywood. Finally it dawns on me. When i read the book, it aint the feeling that took over. It was the IMAGINATION. I created a world on my own, and even , the slightest motion of the characters repeated in my brain. Somewhat i pictured them , their scenes , their fright. The angle they would be facing , the position for the shoots. And off course , me desperately trying to find a place to secure. I already created a movie. All in my head. I know what this means. Im not afraid , one day I will be the one out there.

Wow i didn't know i wrote so much crap. Its like… My thoughts just kept pouring, I can barely control my fingers hitting earnestly into the keyboard. I wanna share my thoughts i wanna share the emptiness. I wanna share this treasure.

I gotta feeling the movie gonna suck. But the book is fantastic.

Fabulosa™

2011-06-28T17:46:00.004+08:00

Goodbye holiday and hello temper 'under construction'

School started and im absolutely filled with dread and despair.

I very well ended my holiday by landing in a pub surrounded by americans. Who rocks? ME ME ME. Hahhaahah. So if your have been reading my twitter than your should have known. uh huh. LOL LOL LOL. There's this american who came up to me and flirted. ROFL. Shan't elaborate on the details but he ask me to dance. Or in american way ( daaaaance) . FKK i was going dizzy from the alcohol im sipping and i cant dance. -.- Especially its a pub! WTF. dance? over my dead body or else i will probably ended up waking in someone else bed. Anyway I turned him down (Bruno is his name btw) Hahahaha. Chatted with him awhile and he seemed to lost interest and joined his fellow americans in pool. Geesh. I swear i was breaking down into sweats. How terrifying it is to my intimidating heart!! Oh and omg . In contrast with my previous post -.- I went to pizza hut!!!!!!!! ~~~~ :):) Hhaha i don't really care :D The food served were awesome. AWESOMEEE

Did i mention my crash course before? Last week of holiday i was trapped in ''tuition'' 6 hours everyday.(no break in between! ) Urgh. And i got a flu for that. Its so cold that my hair were standing on it's tip ! And wearing a jacket was merely a thin sheet of tissue in the north pole. Oh needless to mention. Tuition was swarming with handsome dudes and hah guess what . I was planted in the middle of all the guys. OWNAGE? hahhaha . but watever . I very happy :D

Was at the ice rink again last saturday , and as usual i saw the pros. Their faces shows signs of recognition upon my arrival. It ain't good you know. I felt menial :( One of them even break dance on the ice.(A guy . like durh~) I know. What the heck. Meanwhile all i can is just spin around practise trying to pick up new skill. But being slightly better than average doesnt make me look good on the pros. So a determined me decided to watch youtube videos and learn!!! HHAHAHA not that im getting into some professional shit. But i hate being average. I wanna be good. Im arrogant okay. And i never denies that. But screw that o lvl . Im stuck with school and school and school. Its never ending. Vicious cycle. Ocassionaly if i feel fucked up. I'm so going to skate , it feels good to me, a feeling of thrill and ecstasy . Extremely good for distressing too! And my target is to learn ' dime stop' Its a hockey style stop actually . Not for beginners . Haiz. wish me luck i guess?

(this wat i meant by dime stop/ hockey stop :D)

Kids~~~

I KINDA FEEL LIKE A MOTHER. FML. WHY AM I 16 ALREADY. IM SO OLDDDDD!

My video was abruptly stopped because I do not have the time! And so was the other party. So Im hoping we could meet up soon to complete it. Cause only left 10s of the video not done. Its infuriating! Right .... apart from this I really gotta shake myself up and whip and mould and get ready for the upcoming months. Pure hardship. O lvl isn't just a exam for me, its a gauge to where im going. It will award me with trust from my parents which i would consider as. DIVINE. Everything is orbiting. If i could score a IDEAL grade , i will DEMAND to go Poly. Well if i score badly, i suppose i will just end up in some lousy JC. And if my other route is successful i might as well go US next/next next year. (Which the chance is really minimal )

And omg . I just saw my picasa site. LOL i REALISE THIS PICTURE HAVE 1000+ VIEWS. WTF? OMG HAHAHAHHA( i took a screen shot btw)

Fabulosa™

2011-06-21T23:56:00.006+08:00

Route to slimming down

Hmm lots of people actually ask me and some ask me on Cha Cha too! Well. This is gonna be a damn long post so be warned :) One thing is . I acknowledge the fact I really did slim down. But also, IM not that thick skinned to say im skinny / normal. IM FAT FAT FAT . :P

So the heaviest time of my life might be somewhere at sec 3 mid year. :( My face is puffed up and round and i kept feeding myself with food like below...

Yes like all can imagine. -.- Fries. Ice cream. Kfc. Macdonald. They are part of my life. Im a walking meat ball hahaha . It was terrible . Well, to be laughed by the insentive guys. mocked by relatives. Scared to make new friends. Feel like a total loser and sucker at life.No clothes to wear.( I even got to borrow my dad's shirt occassionly !) And everytime staring down at my thigh or look in the mirror. I felt like i need liposuction. Hah... Hate it even more when all my girl-friends are all so slim . And when they compare their leg size or waist or lalalalala. you know. the typical. '' OH MY GOD.Geez. I need lose weight. Oh no ! I must cut down on calories! . Oh this... Oh THAT....'' Oh fuck. I always stood to one corner looking forlornly at my best friend. (FATS) . Me and fats are such good friends that.we are inseperable :( If your can recall, i always had super thick and long fringe. Why? A facade masking my insecurity .But that alone don't make me feel secure. It just made me feel more weak and vulnerable. One thing that kept holding me back from losing weight is pride.

Step 1 : Motivation

Its not eazy i know. Have your ever looked up to celebrities? i guess so. Everyone have someone they admire. Take me for example. I like britney spears , taylor swift. Go google! Search for their images. Look at their dressing. Stalk them and find out their weight! But actually... my main motivation came from a guy.

Believe it or not. I really had a major crush on this fellow. He's everything that I'v ever wanted. Even when i was fat , ugly and really useless, he was there to hear me crap about life. He talked to me about everything . I feel so comfortable in his presence. I knew I really liked him. ( My readers ... 70% of you knows this guy. But hah! Your don't know who. And im not saying!) He was my motivation. I told myself. I must slim down, and maybe he will like me? He's so sweet , understanding, adorable, cute the way he smiles , smart and perfect. While i feel like a total faggot. I wanna be good enough to be with him. And I wanna change myself. I want a brand new start to things in my life. Absolutely abhor the fats bouncing around like bouncing castle. -.- Not fun i swear.

And off course , a super big motivation is america. Try wondering into the land of pretty people. I want to look anything but fat. Won't it be fabulous just thinking about how you run around in a bikini and having hot guys swarm around you? Yea. Thats life. And thats reality. Therefore i must step forth and do something! Everything comes with a price.

Step 2: Gather your alliance

Almost 99.999999% of girls wants to be skinny. So grab a few girls and start bitch chatting about slimming down. The tips they offer are gonna stun you a thousand fold. For example: 5 mins of squats = 1 hour of running (To tonne leg muscle) HAH. never expect that right? And they will tell you do lunges or eat whole meal bread for breakfast stuff like that. So much so that the information ARE BURSTING.

Well, it will be most effective to find your best friend or super close girl friends. So when your go out. Your will refrain from entering forbidden city called macdonald. And most probably ended up eating salad or fruits. -.- Sounds yucky right? But that's the sacrifice ~ Beginning its a little tough but you will be okay after awhile :) And trust me. Even if you enter macdonald. You only say'' erm. Coke light. Sweet corn...salad.'' Yea. LOL?

ME AND MY YUMMY SALAD! (ignore the fries spoiler...)

Me? HAHAAHA i got a bunch of crazy bitches! Especially wongmin, caslyn and yenling. Who goes on rattling beside my ear . Its like telling me to slim down on replay mode. Those who know wongmin should know she's really skinny and she lost 30kg since sec2! And she went on to crazy starvation mode. Ouch. But still. She's a good friend and adviser :) I love you baby. Off course cas have endless stories and model stories and vegetarian fantasies . Oh yea~ Wherelse yenling will encourage me and always look out for me. Aww . Seriously. This girls cant be better. And im lucky to have such friends. And not forgetting yuting ! :) She started slimming down before me and she really lost alot of weight. Which really gave me alot of motivation that i can do it too!

Yenling- yuting- me

Step 3 : Count your calories

Its actually very simple and super effective. Well. Americans take in about 2000 per day. which is totally over shot. Stick to 1500 calories per day as the beginning. THen slowly you can reduce to about 1000 and so on... (According to our geog txtbk. If you feed below 1000cal per day, its call starvation.) Bull shit. I know people who only eat 300 cal per day. MADNESS. Lets just say the basic. 1 bowl of rice= 240cal . Shocking eh? Eat more veg, very low calories! HAHHA and one hot dog= 100 cal. Search google. They are so efficient~

If you are just starting on it ,you might wanna stick to this plan. My suggestion .

Breakfast: 3 pieces of wholemeal bread(200cal)

Fruit juice(1oocal)

Lunch : Rice (240cal) + 2 veg , 1 meat (260 cal)

Dinner: Apple (100 cal) biscuit (2oocal)

Total: 1100 cal eazy eh! :)

Don't think this progress is rapid. give it a months time. confirm see effects! :)

Step 4: Exercise !!!!

When i first started to lose it. I didnt exercise cuz im afraid to run. im damn shy. I scared people say i fat then run very ugly... (Actually they are more like think too much) Nobody really care at all if you run or not. But if you are like me , scared to lose face then stick with how i do it! hahahha. eat lesser . and then exercise a little. I started off with just 15 min of hula hoop everyday. And slowly i started to train on running. P.S my 2.4km run improved by 6 mins! Shiok not? :P If there's a will , there's a way ! Or other cardio like cycling , stair case climbing are also effective . And not forgeting ice skating. 2 hours on the ice burns 1000cal. Woot. So much right! :) So why wait . At least exercise 30 mins perday. Increase your average training time after you muscles starts to adapt. Initially, Its gonna be super tough. I mean. Running and muscle pain and all those crap. They feel like hell. But push yourself. Give it a week, your body will adapt :) We all adapt to changes, and exercise keeps you healthy! Reducing your risk of accumulation of cholesterol , preventing cardiac arrest . On top of that, running is a stress relieving option. I know our hectic life our memorising biology and practising amaths. Destress and start getting healthy by running! :) Fresh air will do you good.

Some common example :

15min of hulahoop= 100 cal

10 min of stair climbing= 100cal

10 min of running =100 cal

30 min of walking= 100 cal

2 hour of cycling= 1000cal

2 hour of ice skating= 1000cal

Well i can't possibly list everything down here. Thats what google is for. Google is life manz.

Step 5: Believe

Stay away from the weighing machine. 1 month later go look at your weight. Seriously , you will be shocked and off course overwhelmed by happiness :) Have confidence in yourself , that all these shit hardwork will eventually pay off .

Nevertheless . Don't overlook the fact that you are perfect in your own way. Be happy about who you are. Weight is just another factor. We girls are all beautiful , yes all of us. Open up your heart . Take a step back and look at the world. Fascinating :)

Off course. Think about all the benefits of slimming down. Its literally endless!! HAHAHHA.

1) More friends

2) More GUY friends

3) Compliments from loads of people

4) Buy lots of clothes

5) Feel really lighter and less stress

6) The world just feels better

7) A sense of accomplishment

8) No more teasings from assholes

9) Finally knows the feeling of ' cold' ( Seriously... fats are such good insulators)

10) Happy

Thats about the rough idea. Hahaha :) I really hope this helps to those girls out there . I know how it feels . But don't worry. We can all do it. And i aspire to lose even more so i can go wear bikini at hawaii !! :D Imaginable? :X NO. Okay Some picture I'v in case you want to get some motivation. Off course hehehehe back to point 1 on motivation. I can be your motivation!!! (Just kidding.)

FUCK.

Yeah. Laugh as loud as you can. But this can be one of the ugliest photo of me. OMG. Okay i wasnt exactly this round. But i remember last year I told myself on the spot: One day i will look back at this photo and laugh. Yes . I did it. Just that i didnt laugh. I looked at this picture. I feel confident. I feel like nothing in the world can stop me from achieving what i want. I am in control. I rule.

2011-06-18T00:16:00.004+08:00

Primary School Outing!

Okay it was fun :D Worth it for me to skip my 6 hours of crash course LOLx. Met up with yi liang first and then headed to eat , then went on to marina barrage.

MARRINA BARRAGE

DAMN YOU.

The stupid taxi driver don't even know the route. Come on larh, you taxi driver you don't know where an tourist attraction is? Irony. Its like telling me, i sell chicken rice but i only have duck meat. Wasted $6 plus circling the city area. What the. He think he driving circle line MRT uh! -.- By the time we got there, the rest were all sunburned hehhehe . Thank god we came late *Phew~*

Hahaha cant imagine myself liddat . Well some of them look like they gonna reach this standard. Roasted. Yeah.

*Warning* Srsly don't go marina barrage without umbrella or shade. Or else you are one step closer to hell . Yi liang is even getting a heat stroke! Anyway we headed over to marina square almost immediately . (Lol.) That bring back to my point of :

Why the hell did i take taxi to marina barrage since we only stayed for 10 min?

And once again. We circled back to the city area. Damn-.- I curse you taxi. Curse you marina barrage. Curse you . Roar.

Yiliang, xiaoding(me durh) , jesslyn

At marina barrage! :)

As you all can see, human population is close to zero.(On a friday).

(On a hot- stuffy-stupid taxi driver friday.)

A big big group photo of us. Hmmm about 17 people.

Hoot. shoik not?

Reached marina square , went to eat a little then we all went for bowling. Wa damn fun ! HAAHAH . Guess what!!!!!! HEHEHHEHEHE

I SUCK AT IT.

BIG TIME.

But still~~~ I saved my group's ass at the last minute with a strike(one in a million ). lOL won the other group by 1 mark. Total ownage. :D And off course that led to the intense fight and static among us which = to game 2! Fun we won also :D Guo hui and wei zheng are super super zai at this bowl thing... Their score usually above 8 per shot . Haiz. *look away* *Cursing bowling as my cca. so embarassing! * And the other team, Jeremy and YongLin is also damn good. Eyeeeeeeee , why ?!?! whhy ?!!?!?!

Initially supposed to watch ladaland but hahha too little ppl wanna watch so ended up POOL! Alot of girls left :( But what the . I swear to holy mother or father, or watever there is. They more pro in pool then bowling ! What is the world coming to????? Action swift and accurate.

Okay ...Okay.. you know what! my game . I retire to one side, watch them play! Pool very fun, I learnt alot ! :) Like the skills and direction hahahaha!

Their secret skill is : HARDER ! HARDER!

LOl max. Hit harder thats what they meant.

After which, we went to Just acia to eat. I eat this salmon thing so hot. SPICY. (like me) Just joking . HAHHAHHAHHAHA. Anyway, the main point is. Urgh . ~!@#@#%!%~@# I couldn't finish it larh. The extreme heat radiating from my mouth is enough to melt a bucket of ice. hahha EXAGGERATED ! :D But you get the idea man.

Had like truth and truth session with them. Obviously i cant write them here! Secrets! :D Everything goes on well except the fact yong lin kept pissing me off. Really pissed off.

Convo like that , we are both sarcastic to the max:

E.g1:

YL: Im damn handsome

ME: Ya i will shoot myself. Willing to go blind for that. Why so bhb sia

YL: I only behave like that infront of un-pretty people.

ME: Pretty sure you behave like that infront of the mirror.

E.g 2:

Me: (Pointing to guo hui) wa you damn sadist!

YL: Shouldn't it be 'you damn sadistic'. English lousy larh!

ME: STFU.

There was a point i really fking agitated, I even scolded him the fuck word lol. My friends were stunned. Sorry man cant help it. He gets on my nerves. Very well~ On facebook, he actually apologised. So ~~ Off course im so nice , i forgive him larh! But it sets me thinking. Am i in the wrong too?

Obviously, Im quite rude to him. But i can't over look the fact that we both possess 'leader' quality i would say. We don't let people bring us down. And will rebuttal back with full force power attacks. Some people when scolded , they just keep quiet. As for me ? Well, I will scold you back with 100000 million arrows. Well, we quarreled so frequently it was really bad I guess. But luckily, everything's over in a trance.

Definitely YongLin isn't even in my list of worries. But as I flash back, I realised. I frequently. No . I everytime . Quarrel with guys. Especially those similar character to me. I absolutely ABHOR the feeling of getting controled or demoralised by what a guy have to say. And i will quarrel and quarrel. See. Im not a little girl seeking guys protection. Where else , im the kind that yearns for power and recognition. Yeah maybe thats why im different. My character is strong, and im not willing to succumb to any stronger forces. I fight. And i know im born to do that.

Solution to this problem: Spot the leaders of a group(especially guys) . Try avoid talking to them as much as possible. Carry as limited sarcasm as possible. Talk to some other fellow friends. Sounds good yea? Gonna try this out next time.

Hard to say. But im destined to not get along well with people whose character is identical to mine. No wonder they say -ve and -ve repel. So true . Guess I just gotta find my +ve ! :)

2011-06-12T22:44:00.005+08:00

SKATING

Yoowoo. went skating today. Fun ! Went with my small cousin Betty this time, haha who cares ? Her father's treat! :D Honestly wow im impressed , she learnt fantabuously well. I mean look, i thought she would hold on to the hand rail and wail '' NOooooo . Im scared help me!!'' Which is apparently what she always do.... That really took me by surprise when she actually overcome her fears and stepped onto the ice. And just . You know. TRIED.

Okay this is Betty and her fuck behavious last year:Apparently we were swimming at some condo, and she was like '' I wanna sit on the slide!'' Obviously, i told her to go on have fun , yea. And that horrendous bitch. She was afraid to slide down the 4 feet tall slide.

~@!~$@#$%#$~!@

While that bitch sat on the top of the slide, i convinced her for one hour , that ohhhh its not scary.It will be fine. Even my fetus can do it -Yeah you got the idea- One hour. And . SHE CRIED! -.- Okay and guess what she didnt slide down in the end. Beautiful ending.Applause?

~@!~$@#$%#$~!@

At the moment , I could really tear her apart. Imagine im edward cullen and she's ugly betty. And im hungry and angry . Urgh. Suck her dry! Imagine im Harry potter, and she's hippopotamus. Hah no link -.-

Case y'all wondering , this how she look like.

Do not mistake the beautiful one as her. OMG. why i so bhb lol.

*TELL YOU A SECRET* i like this picture!! :D:D:D:D

Okay back to topic. But today what i see from her, isnt that bitchy, ugly betty.*winks* Amongst the ones i went ice skating with(First-timers) She was really one of the fastest learners. And her efforts were commendable! Her legs really hurt from the new shoe, yet she skated anyways.When i looked at her, memories infiltrated, i reminisced the time when i was her age.I fell on the ice, and gotten a huge scratch. But I stubbornly told myself, I will complete it. And off course I did. (Lol) The look on her face reflected upon myself. She was persistent and she did not gave up. Awwwwww?

Woh didnt know i crapped so much. Win. Okay a few picture of ice-skating :D

PICTURE

Wait i think i posted this above... Ooopps.

LOl like i care. i LIKE so i just post again.

:D!

GRANDMA's BIRTHDAY!

I love her to bits. But i don't really like her when it comes to dinner. She literally knows how to stuff calories into your mouth, without even flickering her hair. The scent attracts bees like honey. Oh damn. BUt still i love youuuuuu! Oh and the younger ones performed ''Lucky'' - Britney spears for her as entertainment . So cute! :D

Performing in progress~

Weird color mattress....I dont like it one bit. :(

Lastly went out with xw last week. Gosh gossiped like mad. If im hippopotamus , she's harrypotter. No link. hahahha why am i so lame. :D Yeaaaa. Hippo for the win!!!

OMG. Dont you think hippos look like pigs?!?!?!

HAHHAHAHA! Oops i digressed.

Back into saying yeahh! We watched insidious at midnight. awesome shit. :D Wooo I survived midnight ghost show fabulous!

Kay ending off now :D

again

HAHAHHAHAHAHAHHA

Fabulsoa™

2011-06-10T02:35:00.003+08:00

Love story

*Ahem* Excuse me for using such big fonts

BUT YOU FUCKIN GOTTA READ THIS!!

I swear reading this piece of shit is the best thing in my life.

Its better then movies even. urgh.

Sorry for being drama.

BUT

I CRIED :(

2011-06-09T01:55:00.009+08:00

Holiday Holiday Holiday. Let me just talk about all my problems this time. Well guy problems actually.

Lemme flash back and bring you guys to ....

(Story 1)

2 weeks ago.

Well, i was in the lift .And im wearing our retarded one of a kind chungcheng uniform. And poof. This guy (ganster looking, with ear piercing somemore!) rushed in. (No. he didnt rape me) I went on hearing my music~ And thats when he suddenly spoke.

''Heh''

''...?''

''Can i have your number? please?''

''*blush* Er..no''

''I just want to be friends, really''*looks of sincerity*

Don't take me as a bitch or whore right for giving him my number. Heh, we were on the lift and he look as though he won't leave the lift ( it rhymes!) if I don't give him my number. So yeah. I gave.

So, its kinda predicted right? We smsed but I gave him short replies. Don't judge me for being stereotypical! But guys are so damn loser and desperate. So there i was in face with the '' will you be my girlfriend question.'' Hah yar right. Your next life babe. How do you call '' be my girlfriend? '' , being '' I just want to be friends, really'' *Refer to above* . Do all guys behave like this? Say one thing and act another? Urgh. Well simply enof , here's the most basic 3 reasons i will reject you.

1) I fucking met you on a lift!

2) You don't tell a girl you miss her, when you only saw her once in your damn life.

3) Im a bitch.

Well, your courage is amiable but seriously , a girl needs to be treated with love and sincerity. Not some dumb smses. Well, here it goes~ a picture of him.

Just joking.

(Story 2)

It started really long ago. Well last year i would say. Hmmm. Shall not emphasize what happened. But this guy letmme call him tom. LOl . random. But HE IS A STUPID-LOSER-FKING-GIRLY-ACTCUTE-DESPERATE-FACELOOSING-CB guy. Golly, damn i hate him.

Well, basically cut it short. I have this impt thing we were suppose to do( i cant say it here) And we are to meet up and complete it. And this dumbass was afraid. sick and worried. WOHWOHWOH. lots of reasons. Behaving like a pussy. So there it is my mission is screwed! :( waste my time and smses on such a WHOREEE. urgh.

Tom , i dont think you will . but if ever sees this, heres what i say to you filthy animal: No matter how many times you ask, i will reject you again and again. Just like last year. I never even liked you from the beginning for christ sake.

(Story 3)

This ending is not yet written.

BGI: HI guys do your know xiaxue? She's an awesome blogger. Anyways she's got a american bf, --waittttt is-- husband. called mike. And they know each other when mike first sent her an email, and then they became friends, and mike came over to singapore to meet XX. And woot they are now married. Kay end of fairytale

Back to my reality.

Is this fairytales come true or what? I mean . Yeah i know. I like americans and this guy is from america! But seriously... long distance r.s? I dont think so. He's quite sweet hahaha, he say he's willing to come singapore just to find me , and ask me whether i can be his girlfriend*SHY!* argh. Well, im confused. I mean i dont even know him right! I can't just like him because he's american(and good looking btw) . See how this goes. The story isnt ending yet. :) (To be continued...)

Random photos

2011-06-06T16:44:00.001+08:00

I was doing the video just now. I just find this picture amusing .IM LIKE closing my eyes and smiling hahahhaha!(Actually im blinking...)

2011-06-05T21:12:00.002+08:00

I AM HUNGRYYYYY. oh nom nom. I shall fly down the stairs to grab something to eat.......

Heh look a pumpkin.

Kay im back!

Im just updating here cause im bored :P Oh uh. I found a new tuition centre. Well~~~ I havent been to a CENTRE for years already. I'v been home tutored all along ._. Feeling kinda anxious that Yaa.... i will be meeting new ppl . -.- Im gonna have hardcore tuition-ing. *Stick out tongue* IM-SO-DEAD. Anyway i finally wrote my testimonial. Woots! Took bout an hour :DAnd lol good news to those ppl whose actually asking me out. Yeah! Im finally more free :) And i got lots and lots of money to spent too! So hurry now and dial my phone and i will be there ASAP ,be it shopping, movie or eating. Xiaoding 's the best . WOOOT. And im meeting with xuewen tml and chilling at marina square (i think?) Hahaaa guess what ! Im gonna watch insidious , scared like a bitch. fuck it lol. Whats better the show is at 9 + LOl till late night. I wonder if i will freak out on the way home. Bless me. ~ Nd im so fked up that i cant go to butterfactory ):):): Why must legal age of 18 ? Not like im fking drinking beer right? no.left. damn. teehee.

2011-06-04T13:51:00.004+08:00

Shantay

A french name , means enchanted.

Hmmm should i consider this as my english name?

Gimme feedback please on ChaCha :)

http://me.chacha.com/x3fabulosa

2011-06-03T13:18:00.004+08:00

Just spent the whole morning working on the video. Heh this is proof i really am okay! :) I will probably finish the video by the 4th week of june holiday. :)

2011-05-30T22:20:00.002+08:00

I kinda learn something new today. Life ain't just bout school.

2011-05-28T12:03:00.002+08:00

FIFTEEN

I just put some slide shows and yeah, its for me to rmb my 'fifteen'.

Fabulsoa™

2011-05-26T22:00:00.003+08:00

Okay so this was my USS trip ! Its so funnnnnnn :P Okay well. 90% is because of the existence of Americans ~~~~ Woooo so damn happy. And i tried alot of rides. HEHEEE so fun! Especially those roller coasters. LOVE IT. The section of the mummy is the best. Thrilling and unexpected i would say hahaha! I went from morning till night. Woo. Fun ttm. Wish i could stay there forever. Its literaly fairy land.

So guys, if your havent been there. YOU MUST GO. YOU WILL NOT REGRET. :)

Kay below are some pics. Actually there's more. But its in the girls camera, till now they also havent upload. I CANT SEE MY LOVELY PICTURES. NAH just joking. kAY. scroll down . lalala.

This holiday is no time for slacking. Sad right? Although I will be studying but i will be doing a video. Super super anticipated. Cause im trying a little a little bit different. heheee. Promise me okay. must return to my blog in the holidays . Woo. ROck on biatches.

Fabulosa™

2011-05-19T00:23:00.004+08:00

My two cousins! Babe and hunk yeah? They went malaysia. And actually the point Im putting their picture here is not to advertise them. BUT. OMG. the pictures are taken by ........

-----

.....

CANNON EOS 7D.

HOLY MOTHER.

My result is terrible. Especially for english! Urgh. Okay man. So far i failed SS and El. T.T and i thought my english was the stronger subj. WHAT IS THE WORLD COMING TO? Okay actually i know it myself. I'v been too concentrated on other subjects, living in self denial , i simply NEGLECTED my precious english. Shall take this chance to learn it. I will not be defeated. Cause one thing i know, I Never Lose. That was my quote of life since the start of time . LOL. but yes. Im not joking here. IDGAF how well i fare for other subj, my english now shall be my top priority. Hardcore english mugging mode is on man. I shall make sure i will return to prelim 2 with outstanding results for el.

And not forgetting the fact that....

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CASLYN.

I LOVE YOU LOADS KAY! I know this two photos are taken at around ice age. (we havent take photo tgt for very long !) You'v been a good friend to me, and always been there when i needed you. But one thing. Start working hard for your prelim 2! I know you got the potential to be someone, it really is up to you whether you want or not. Don't look down on yourself. And Japan is definitely welcome you. So start learning Jap asap love, and chase after what you want. You know i will be there for ya'! Last but not least,

If there's a will, there's a way :)

Wait before i end. Hahaha. Going shopping this Friday after school! WOooo. And going universal studio this saturday! And maybe watch pirates of the carribean this Sunday? YEAAAAAH :D LIfe's good.

love it, enjoy it, embrace it.

Fabulosa™

2011-05-17T23:57:00.001+08:00

OMG. all this information are piecing tgt like a mysterious jigzaw puzzel . Now what? whose the bad person?

2011-05-16T18:17:00.006+08:00

some of the pictures from the outing today with my lovely bitches.

IS THIS counted as act cute? Oopps hahaha :P

I really think this photo i look super bitchy. :X

AND THIS IS MY FAVOURITE PICTURE WEEEEEE

HEHE i think look damn cool lol :P

Random photos

2011-05-16T01:49:00.002+08:00

PRELIM ONE IS OVER. MUHAHAHAHA.

LOLX. IM bored in the middle of the night . So i decided to take picture . Cam abit. Sorry man, if i hurt your eyes as you see this explicit photos. :P Anyway. OMFG. I AM SO ACTING CUTE. HAHAHAHAHHAHA.

WHATEVER ZZZZ :D

Kay i need go sleep soon, tml waking up and going out with my girls. Update again soon, with some photos :)))))))))

2011-05-14T17:57:00.002+08:00

GOSHHH. IM SO EXCITED. HEHE. IM DOING UP A VIDEO. ITS IN PROCESS ALREADY. I'LL FINISH IT IN THE JUNE HOLIDAY. I THINK THIS WILL BE MY BEST VID. BUT ITS DAMN LONG. 4 MIN + ! STAY TUNED IN THE HOLS. LOVE LOVE LOVE.

2011-05-08T02:23:00.005+08:00

So here's the singapore election 2011 :)

Which is so important eh?

1)VOTE FOR PAP

2)VOTE FOR WP

Gosh . Facebook and twitter spasm . Guys we still got 5 more years. whats with those enthusiasm. Well in my point of view....

3)LETS ALL GO AMERICA :D

Fabulosa™

Random photos

2011-05-02T01:26:00.002+08:00

So me and caslyn was at bugis ' studying' . Hmm. okay , its rather productive for me. As I was completing my test papers. Difficult. Well, we were so distracted by the models of FHM! Gosh. They are so pretty. And obviously. SKINNY.

Check this out man.

And I took photos with em. Know why I took so little photos?

1) My fucking camera spoiled D:

2) SHAME SHAME. So pretty, contrast with my plain face is extraordinary

Kay . This is two limited photo i took :X Damn their body .

When i see their body.....

NOW I KNOW WHY PEOPLE ARE

ANOREXIC

Gosh maybe. maybe. i should start to go on extreme dieting. And put on those make up. And those tight jeans hmmmmmm. HALT. And i will become like this.

(scroll down)

JUST JOKING

I SHALL UPDATE MY BIRTHDAY THINGY ANOTHER DAY. DON'T LET IT RUIN MY MOOD. WISH ME LUCK FOR PRELIM BITCHES. AND. I ROCK.

FABULOSA™

2011-04-29T19:35:00.001+08:00

YOU FORGOTTEN . WHY MADE ME WASTE THOSE TEARS ON YOU. ON MY BIRTHDAY. '' HAPPY '' BIRTHDAY OH RIGHT IF BEING SAD IS PART OF HAPPY. FUCK.

2011-04-24T18:53:00.003+08:00

SHE'S LIKE DAMN PRETTY!

LIU YI FEI

This feels suicidal. HEH i need plastic surgery. She's like damn pretty can! You guys srsly need to watch her movie.

Can't believe im obsessed over an asian :P

2011-04-23T21:47:00.003+08:00

Birthday's next Friday. But i don't feel happy or excited at all. Its prelim, everyone's gonna get so caught up in their studies , that they won't even remb right? ): I cant expect much either. I just hope if i really meant something to you, as a friend , you'll remember me.

LOVE

Apr 16, 2011

2011-04-21T01:52:00.003+08:00

Pretty much damn dead. HAHA ! School was okay i guess. LOL . But anyway i don't feel happy getting better results . IM weird am I? Getting A1 for amaths is like hahaha. okay. thats it. end of story. ZZ. I wish o lvl quickly come. Im wasting my brain cells. ): Okay so school is just part of life. Thats not everything. Well, its like 1 am right now and im posting about last saturday. Which is truly btw awesome max. Yiliang invited me to her kpop dance competition. Pretty-handsome-girl- guy -babe- hunks. YEAH. you can imagine. Its briliantt :) K pictures kope from this Gary guy. ps . Pop and lock is damn cool. And especially street dancer. WOOOh. anyway i was so captivated by this vietnamese guy. Omg. You should have seen him. He literally shine like a star among the crowd. He's popping and locking is damn pro ! :D AHAHAHAHAHA

WHY i look so fierce ! ):

LOL

I lazy upload alr :P HAHAHAH

fabulosa

2011-04-18T19:36:00.006+08:00

IM LIKE SUPER SAD NOW. CUZ I LOST MY WALLET . THE WHOLE DAY HAVENT BEEN GOOD FOR ME. I LOOKED FROM A DISTANT . I FELT SAD. IM TRYNA GET MY SMILE THERE . BUT I REALLY CANT RIGHT NOW. AND I FEEL LIKE BURSTING. THERES SO MUCH THINGS I WANNA SHARE . I WANNA TALK ABOUT. CUZ . IM FEELING REALLY UPSET , DEPRESSED DEJECTED. SO WHAT IF MY RESULT IMPROVED. CB. A1 CANT CHEER ME UP AT ALL. I DONT FEEL HAPPY. AND I KNOW THE REASON WHY. FML. I DONT EVEN BELONG HERE. MY LIFE IS INCOMPLETE.

Sorry to type it all here. But its a fact i really cant deny. I feel sad sometimes. pms? I don't know. But im going to get better. I ensure. Cuz i will never allow my mood to affect my friends again. Cuz they really meant alot to me. I shall look at everything positively. Even if i really lost my wallet. Let this be a reminder. A lesson costing me LOTS OF VALUABLE THINGS. Especially my collection of movie tickets. About 100+ tickets? HAHAHA. My Ic.My Ezlink. Haha :) FUN.

2011-04-12T01:46:00.003+08:00

Urghh hate it when im studying and yet have the feeling im gonna fail or not score. I HAVE NO CONFIDENCE IN PHysics ): ): ): ): CHECK OUT MY 'STUDY ' FACE.

Its cause mental retardity . :)

And off course, causes insanity .

Heh LOOK !

haha

TADAH ! ITS BUBBLES!

Studying causes extreme sense of humor :)

MY NAFA TIMING IMPROVED BY 6 MINS ROFL. FL . FL .

☺

-FABULOSA™

2011-04-09T01:17:00.003+08:00

IM NEVER PRETTY IN YOUR EYES

BUT YOU KNOW WHAT. YOU DON'T WORTH A SHIT EITHER.

YEA. NOW IM TOO GOOD FOR YA.

2011-04-03T00:56:00.004+08:00

LIFE

Im sitting here on my bed leaning on my soft bear bear and typing this. And life is what i wanna talk about.

I'v given lots of thoughts lately, about the people around me and stuff. Sometimes I really do look back to sec 1 to 3 and ask myself. What have I been doing? Not till the last few days I will never wake up . In life, its never fair. However we take our own steps and shape our own future. I know Im not some saint , but we really got to set a target for ourselves and aim for it. Like me, fruitless and fooling around last time. Wasn't I deceiving myself ? Was that the ideal lifestyle? I disconnected from the world this few months and really learnt quite alot. And whats more, I had friends beside me. And even surprisingly found a great friend. I know he won't read this. Haha but heh . I just wanna give ya credit for being there and advising me thru some deep shyt. Everyone have his/her own story. For me, my story was dramatic. So what's yours?Just two months ago, I was barely making out my life. Everything was a mess, including myself. If you can recall the post of me apologising to my friends. Yea. That was the time, I really stressed out myself. I know I might appear really cheerful and friendly, but srsly, you wouldn't want to see the face under that plastered smile. Imagine you are fat, bad in studies, screwed up your friendship because of jealousy.Guy problem. Family problem. All at once. I really did snapped. I was outrageously desolate. I even think I aint worth a shit. Nothing was right. Oh not to mention my friends weren't there, making me feel lonely and unwanted. Hell yeah. Those are down times. Luckily, I really had a awesome cousin. She talked to me about all this, and i felt much better. Under all that front, all girls are nothing but a weak girl wanting to be loved. Now that everything's cleared. Im finally sure what i persisted had its fruits of labour. Yes ,im still fat , but less fat , my studies had improved quite significantly , I have fantastic close friends and my family is super united. Above all, Im happy once more. I am radiant and confident. I am powerful. Yes miracles exist but, that lays in our very own hands. Start believing in yourself, that everything , anything is possible. We all have the power to change who we are inside.

Everyone is perfect with imperfections.

Fabulosa™

2011-04-01T23:02:00.002+08:00

APRIL ! MY BIRTHDAY IS ON THE 29TH KEEP THAT IN MIND BITCHES.

2011-03-27T23:50:00.008+08:00

ZAA WOOSH

I swear its damn hard to upload the photos. Anyway ~ Thats my weekend:) Went skating,movie n concert. Wooo :)Got damnn it Im really behind time for my HMWK. zzzzz. WHHYY ? So much things to do. Its 12.17 am right now as im typing this and guess what . :D . Im not sleeping tonight :) Planning to watch movie till morning. HHAHAHAH i don care. but i deserve the movie. Its er. promise to myself !

Okay. hmm so my relative was here today . Visiting my family for don noe what shyt. And i drearily drag myself downstairs and greet them . (heh i was sleeping!) I walk pass them, and they didnt say anything, and when I turn , they were like

Oh My God

''Ur face become like shrink like that. What did you do !!'' , '' Aiyo 要吃多一点！''

I was totally stunned. I mean lol. Last time they were like

'' Eat so much for what!''

So contradictory

School was cool.

Boring

Thats beside the point anyways. Im pleased with my result but not with physic. Thereby I here announce

I NEED A PHYSIC TUITION GOD DAMMIT

Totally played this weekend and didn't do anything productive. Wait. I only did amaths. Never even flict the other dust particles near my other sub.

I swear when i hear the guitar sound. My heart went speeding. Man do i wanna play electric guitar. Arghhhhhhhhhh. Its all o lvl 's fault. I got so much things i havent do and learn :( Right. Anyways. I should get going. Need to watch my movie soon !

FABULOSA

2011-03-25T23:38:00.005+08:00

Peter Coffin

Great piece of trash. Dump yourself into a coffin won't cha.

And fuck you for insulting asians

OH YOU COFFIN. YOU HUMILIATE THE AMERICANS SRSLY. GO SUCK YOU OWN DICK .

And you are getting free publicity everywhere. And you just killed your own damn social life. Urgh you disgust me . Max.

Basically the story goes like this :

This dumb-dicksucking-loser-imaginarykimi-peter guy was critizing xia xue on twitter. Haha xia xue went to see his profile. And he found out peter has a super pretty girlfriend. Named ''kimi'' Anyway thats not even her real name! Peter announce to the world that kimi is from japan and love him to bits .

Yew.

Turns out , Kimi is from Korean... And her real name is Lee Nah Young. Gross . Pathetic piece of trash. Have an asian gf and insults asian. Wow he's damn win isnt it? BTW he's in love with ' kimi' for 8 months. And imaginary Kimi has twitter acct(17ooo followers!) and have a imaginary youtube act so 'she' can comment on Peter's youtube. HAHA owned.

Go to xiaxue 's blog for the actual info! Its hilarious reading it. She's god damn one good blogger. (: Link

And I'll end of here for today i guess. I got to start on my work . Oh damn trigonometry for amath. zzz. Updating tml , a real blog post , yeahhh yeaahh to celebrate my blog clicks ! :D

Fabulosa™

2011-03-25T00:19:00.003+08:00

I realised. What I have been yearning for didn't exist. Because of you, I changed. But that comes down to nothing. All these changes were nothing in your eyes. But you made me powerful, you made me persist. That feeling had faded i know. Its no longer the same, maybe thats why we are poles apart. You are the North and I am the south. If you are fire, Im water.

It's meant to be this way. But i can ascertain , good friends we will be .

Thank you . For coming back and waiting for me to reply, when Im miserable, you are the one there for me. You are too nice to me. What a portrayed lie.

I perceived otherwise.

I will be stronger, better, smarter. And you are, but an alluring past.

2011-03-22T00:38:00.004+08:00

OMG IM LIKE DAMN WIN CAN. I DON EVEN KNOW WHAT TIME

TO REPORT TO SCHOOL. FML

2011-03-20T01:58:00.002+08:00

Was blog hopping! Then omg omg omg (coped from qian yun's blog)

HOW CAN YOU CALL ME VALLEY AFTER SO LONG!!!! HMPH.

OMG. people liddat got boyfriend. -.-

Srsly she 's so fking ugly, yet she got so many followers. What is the world coming to?

MY GUITAR TEACHER RANDOMLY CHATTED W. ME!

So nice right him!

Just freaking edited by bloggg. So damn drainage. GSK. Anyway :D I like :P

2011-03-18T21:42:00.005+08:00

MARCH ''Holiday''

IT WAS SIMPLY FANTASTICAL

Wed: Went out with caslyn, pamela , licheng, watched big momma . OMG its so frigging niceeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

I laughed like crazy :P

Maybe cuz its USA and so much singing :)

Thursday : Went to chill with the girls , caught red riding hood. HAHA the guys are hot :P

WTV im hotter. JUST JOKING. OMG im so lame. ! :) Then pool after that cause don noe what to do LOL. ! And then went to camwhore. LOL :) Everyone look so nice . I KNOW RIGHT.

HAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA

And my poor fiona aww, got some r/s prob. Cheer up beautiful!

You know I love you

Friday: Went sch for amaths and chi,skipped el, common 2 hours of eating dust.

DREAM ON.

CRAZY SCHOOL.

After that went to hang with my girls. DAMN. HAH . Funny like shyt. We were toying the chickens. Aww so poor thing .

(Okay actually just me and caslyn...)

BUT yew the oil spilling out of the chicken wing is simply.

GROSS.

Will update the photo when wongmin has done uplaoding :)!

Really like this photo LOL. Cuz i look thinner then i should be . AHHAHAHAHA. OMG. Self delusion :P

HAHAH I LIKE THIS TOO. SO GOT FEELING.

IM NOT GOOD AT POOL. SRS. !!!

:D :D :D I feel so damn white. :)

:P I look soooooo wrong.

Fabulosa™

2011-03-17T00:57:00.001+08:00

HAHAH . OMG I just saw the statistics of TODAY . Cuz i was so bloody active on dailybooth SUDDENLY. got lots of visits from overseas. OMG omg. Pray damn hard that pink color hair girl won't chance upon this blog or else I GOOD GAME. LOL.

2011-03-16T01:15:00.004+08:00

ITS A QUARTER AFTER ONE

And im fking bored.

Was on daily booth cant help but feeling disgusted. Srsly pink hair.?! And nakedbody. Get a life.

Found this . woohoo asians! :)

See the girl in red.? Her pants are is so cool! US fLag.

Awesome shyt.

So cute right. RAWR. :B

Should I sleep soon hmmm? Anyways . Woohoo omg natasha rocks. we were twittering about USA :D And i spent like freaking long on Dailybooth. LALLA. gotten 10 more followers :P AWWWW can't wait for tml. erm i mean today. HAHHA and thursday! Going out with those lovely ppl go watch movie and other stuffs cant wait! :D

Fabulosa™

2011-03-15T22:52:00.005+08:00

Its just fucking sad looking at how she's falling the same trap you set up for me.

Yet I can't do a thing

2011-03-14T19:38:00.007+08:00

LONG LONG TIME :P

Hi guys. Long time yeah. For me to post picture and actually talk about my life :P Well everything is going well , truly underway. And yaaaaa you should talk to me ! Im friendly :P So i was at marina the other day pooling and i recieved a msg from claudia. OMG. she got cannon eos 55od ! JEALOUS JEALOUS JEALOUS TTM. But :D Im going to get 60D after the last freaking o lvl paper . quite long i know. But nevertheless time will pass quickly :) If i got the camera now. Woah. It will be truly distraction :P I shall tame myself. And work hard for my o lvl. So I can go Americaaaaaaaaaa. lOL. OMG im crazy. Btw check out this movie called '' little princess'' It really have a lot of meaning. And not about love ,but family , hope. Every girl is a princess. We are all princesses :) Cant wait for the outing this wed with caslyn, pamela, krystal. And cant wait for the outing this coming Thursday too! With all my bimbo friends :D Okay promise I will update like crazy this few days. HEH its the march holiday!!!!!!! KTHXSBYELVEYOU

Went for Detox today at harbour front. Its so sexual . LOL. I was like wtf?! Literally,I have to strip and let this random stranger touch me from up to down with ointments . I never felt so *ahem* naked before in my life. LOl . Don't think too much ! :/ Its crazy hahaha when Im done I think i could have fainted ... Damn dizzy.

Will finish up on my video real soon i hope. Not posting till this blog hits 10,000 ! :) And 1000 friends on facebook!

Natural mineral water ! :P Filtered from volcano and blabla bla. Taste nice actually :D

Yummmm

My rice. Its damn yummmmmmmmmmyyyyy!

Contented look ....

:P Im just experimenting with my hair. Blehh.

SEE how disastrous and frustrating mosquitoes are!?!?!?! I was bitten in just 20 mins. And fml. 6 bites ?! OUCH ):

So in the end. At 2 am. I slept liddat. My hand fully covered. SEALED. Bskkkk.. I look sad right. ):

Random ttm so I help my cousin take picture :P So chio right.! Skiny also. tsk. HAIZ.

Needless to say ice skating rocks as usual. And this pro guy apologised to me! OMG . hahahaa he came all the way from the ice rink to where I sat , and said sorry :D !

Not this guy FYI. 0.0 It was just some random shot :x

COkeeeeeee :D

WATCHING Adjustment something ! I love cinema!

Caslyn is being retarded . As usual.LOL she was so bored she wrote me a chinese situational writing about the boredom in class. READ IT ! :P

fabulosa™

2011-03-11T22:50:00.003+08:00

Oh dear. Japan got struck by earthquake, so many deaths. Its frightening isn't it. The irony when we are here studying geography , protecting the earth resources. I really feel for them. Just a few hours before the earthquake , I was still talking to Mr Tay about 2012, and how earthquakes is so unpredictable. And this afternoon , earthquake in Japan. And other countries like new zealand, indonesia and hawaii will experience tsunami soon. So many innocent deaths. ): Looking back, suddenly I felt so small and insignificant in this world .

Shouldn't we start protecting Earth before its too late?

2011-03-05T23:52:00.005+08:00

Deleting You Under Progress

Approved

Tick

2011-03-02T22:26:00.003+08:00

DAMMIT . WOMAN HATE MENSERS . RAWR.

2011-02-28T20:59:00.003+08:00

Awesome

So that was the pics for sunday :) Shopped with my cousin, and finally she got her ear piercing . woohoo. After that headed over to kallang leisure . I wrote a compo in star bucks sipping on the coffee yum yum. I think I found a new fetish. Guys who study in starbucks are so charming!(Cuz apparently all guy species I know studies at home... ) There was this guy quite macho looking, reading a book with earpiece on.(He's out on a date with his books.Only.) Amazing, when the wind blows, his hair flyyyyy. BTW I like klp's starbuck very condusive eh! :D Miss studying there when I'm sec 1 or 2 :P Afterwards went skating , finally I learnt crossing my legs and backstroke and spin. Cuz human population is sparse at night, lots and lots of space for me to practise . Thank god I didnt fall, or else I would end up in bruises with my bare skin scraping against the icy surface. OUCH.

Today in school was fine , except for the fact that joshua almost killed me -.- That bitch. I was running back to class and his huge figure made a halt, which literally sent me flying across the floor. ( oH YEAH, im not kidding. I traveled a distance of 8 cm on the floor) Think about the friction man. My poor delicate skin. :( I should get going, gotta loads of work pilling up. :P

Her ear hole :P

Doing work okay! Im so obedient !

Ice Tractor?

Fabulosa™

2011-02-28T00:10:00.002+08:00

IM FEELING FUCKING HEART BROKEN RIGHT NOW.

U'R SUCH A JERK

2011-02-24T22:21:00.002+08:00

Numerous time I'v encounter such stuffs. Narh I decided to let go of this DARK clouds. I shall just keep trying. No matter how tough it is to keep the class tgt. I shall try. I believe one day, we will be united again. And thats not gonna happen becuz of me nor linyi. Everyone gotta work together. Wonder why im writing this? HAHA . I bet your never felt this way before. Yikes. Horrible. Try organise an outing with decreasing amount of people going. Hell yeah we'r gonna get -1 gradient for that. :) okay thats not the point. Think about all the hardwork the organiser gotta put in . Tsk. And some people just can't appreciate it. Guuuuruuu . So tml outing is totally LOL. From 20 + ppl become 14 ppl. Hmmm. Wow. Lol but i can cfm the girls coming though there's CONFIRM 7 of us. So if guys not turning up, hehe :P We girls still can have fun. No way is retarded boys gonna disturb our outing.

Life's been fantastic for me!! Woohooooo :) Everything is truly under way just the way i planned. *Sinister laughter * Yeahhh im shall be ' aye kay fabulosa ' :D

Fabulosa™

2011-02-22T23:11:00.003+08:00

9100 + for blog counter. Holy crap ! :D Thxs for all your frequent visits despite me slacking and not updating. I will upload ' Back To December ' Video and a major update when this blog hits 10,000 :) Woohoo just 900 clicks more to go!

LOVE YA ALL TO BITS !

2011-02-20T10:16:00.002+08:00

Ice skating was a hit. hell yeah. There's this guys who is fucking handsome(He looks like a korean) and he 's fking pro at skating ... Literally stun people . Okay i'm just amateur , can skate relatively fast. And im doinng my own things and practising spinning and skating . There's this time I chiong at a super high speed , like WOOOOSH~. And the guy followed me (wth right!) And he double his speed, then he did the immediate stop , which splash ice all over my legs! Waa i gave a screech and almost fell ! Cuz i was traveling at high speed too! Then i turn over and saw him.... HE smile at me! (not apologetically, more like ' gotcha!' ) Okay, confusion in my brain , cuz gotta admit, he's charming -.- But i know i will see him again lol. He's one of the pro in the rink, he knows all the administrators and coaches there( which means he skates there VERY often)

HEHE :P

I shall upload pictures later :) AND FUCK MY BODY IS ACHING ALL OVER!!

2011-02-15T17:39:00.001+08:00

2011-02-15T00:16:00.004+08:00

HAPPY VALENTINE BIATCHES

THIS IS STRESSING. I ONLY wrote HEARTS on people's wall Bcuz of valentine and woah so many comments back. Stunning indeed.

Only lookable , humanly photo i took in wongmin's b'dae party LAWL. :)
BAKE THIS COOKIES UNTILL I WANNA DIE. FKK.

WISH ME LUCK FOR BIO SPA TML ! :)

FABULOSA™

2011-02-14T00:00:00.002+08:00

BAKING BAKING BAKING LOVE

I really think its awesome day :) I love my friends to bits ! Went baking with Fiona today~ Ran so many places. AND holy fk I sat on a truck damn fking awesome. '' Just a boy in a chevy truck'' OMG i think i have fantasy over trucks then cars. Whopsie ~ Distributing cookies tml to all those bitches out there. You are just so lovable. ! Fiona's family is fking cool i SWEAR. Its so bonding, even MEE , can feel the love in the air~ The process of the cookie baking is so damn hard ._. I wrapped sooooooo much cookie I wanna die alreadyyy ! HAHAHAHAAHA :D

Some people might be like wondering, why I changed so much , and blog so little recently... And like not updating, ULTRA low profile. Well, its true. I was just running through thoughts in my mind. And stalking seniors and how they regreted about sec 4 not studying. HAHA I know. Im stalking them. :/ But it actually made me learn alot of things. Once ya' out of cchms, all thats left of you is your grades. No body gives a fk whether you are popular anot . So why bothering do so much dirt just to get attention? A small group of friends can bring you happiness then a billion people can possibly give. I swear i will work hard.

Cuz i will get my dslr. cuz i will go America. Cuz i will be awesome. Cuz i will be xiaoding.

I have absolutely no idea why but I have the arrogant and the naughty face. Quoted from a gazillion people i know. Srsly.... IM Tryna be a good girl here ._.

UPDATING TML WITH SPAMMED ALOT OF PHOTOS. TEEHEE